In the last couple weeks I've really begun to notice Layla's breathing going downhill. A lot more choking, a lot more deep, wheezy, painful sounding breaths. It scares me.
I'm not sure if this is me just being a paranoid mom or actually for real... I'm pretty sure it's real because others have noticed as well. Every time I feel crazy I slyly check with others to see if it's in my head. Or with my husband I straight up ask him if I'm crazy. His response changes depending on the mood. I'm becoming quite nimble and quick at hopping to the back seat when I hear her choke as we drive.. Praying no cop sees me do this. We turned up her video monitor to full blast to be able to hear even the sounds of her snore. I hate that I've become so paranoid but I have to be. She needs me to be. Her life could depend on it.
*Moments where Layla cuddles (sort of) like this are so rare! She normally is not into these types of positions so I had to capture it.
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