Rough Week

These past few weeks I've been doing a lot of reading on this potential diagnosis. The genetics doctor has been in touch with me a couple times since we met to discuss how confident she is feeling. She was so confident that she felt we shouldn't even go on the diagnostic trip down to the states. Though, in our most recent conversation she is on board because she found how much deeper they are able to go with exome testing and there have been some changes with Layla. One symptom that a lot of kids with this one disorder have, is seizures. A lot of these kids won't necessarily have them at birth but they may develop a little later on. One girl I read about didn't have any until around 2 1/2 and then they just became more regular until her body couldn't take it and she passed away. Very sad, I know. Just on Monday I had been discussing with a friend how I hope Layla doesn't start to have them.

So then on Tuesday Layla was on the couch and I noticed her one eye was twitching. She threw up a couple times that morning but that's not out of the norm for her. Then we went to music therapy. Her eye was more drooping at that point. As usual, when the therapist went to strum her guitar, Layla went to do a big smile. The only issue was only half of her face could smile. It was as though she lost control of the one side of her face. The strange part was it was opposite to the eye issues. We were at Canuck Place so there was a nurse on site, able to come take a look. At first, she thought that Layla was possibly having a stroke and suggested we get to the hospital right away. Thankfully this is right beside one so we walked across the parking lot to the ER, which was completely packed but they took us in right away. Fairly quickly the doctor suggested that Layla was having a series of seizures. They went to take some blood work and I told them how difficult it normally is. They had to do multiple pokes but Layla didn't even react. She just wasn't present anymore. When her paediatrician walked around the corner, on call, I was so thankful I wouldn't have to go through Layla's full history, trying to explain her baseline. She sat beside me and I explained the details of the day. She said she agreed that Layla had most likely been having a cluster of seizures all afternoon. As we were discussing it, I saw Layla's opposite eye start twitching like crazy and then more areas of her face and body. Then she started frothing and throwing up blood. It was horrific to watch. Aaron had left shortly and come back in the middle of this scene. We were both in shock and so scared but survival mode had to set in for the time being. Three nurses were trying to get an IV in anywhere they could (again, not easy), a couple doctors were discussing meds because it wasn't stopping and in fact it was getting worse. They tried dissolving meds orally but she just threw them up. Then they tried to give it through her muscle-still didn't work. Next was a nasal spray. This made her calm down a lot but the body still twitched. Finally the IV was in and they got another seizure/sedative med into her. Slowly but surely, she calmed down and then was completely passed out. This big seizure lasted for over an hour! To put it in perspective, a typical seizure will last 60-90 seconds. 

     We could breathe, at last. 

Layla slept for over 12 hours. (She's never done that in her life). The fear then was, what will she wake up like? It's to be expected that after all the meds and the seizure itself that she would be exhausted. Here we are 3 days later and she's still more lethargic than normal. We spent two nights in hospital. Ran some tests and chatted with some doctors. We decided to just come home with an emergency seizure medication and not put her on regular anti-seizure meds, yet at least. If she has another seizure episode again, we will. The information from our stay will be passed on to the neurologists at BC Children's and we will likely go and meet with them fairly soon to discuss the events and a plan for the future. The good news in this is we might be able to get confirmation on the part of her diagnosis sooner, an the MRI pushed as well. Fingers crossed. 

Today is our first day home and I am completely exhausted. Emotionally and physically. It was just a lot to take in and so hard to watch her not in control of herself. I really hope this isn't going to become a regular thing. I'm incredibly thankful to have Layla home and that she seems herself. How did this happen so quick after we had been discussing this? Why couldn't she just have a 90 second one to start? Why did it have to be all afternoon and that traumatic? Cheers to a quiet, non eventful weekend.. and a glass of wine. 

This is Layla getting the EEG test done.